i woke up this morning out of a very successful coding dream, just the very minute i got all the functions to work. spent a blissful minute or two basking in that place between sleep and remembering. oh, i make it sound like things are horrible, and they are not, but having this decision hanging over me feels just ... there is no happy ending, you know, no matter what i decide i'm losing something else. greedy? yeah, it's kind of like that. no, i don't want to choose, i want it all! me me mine gimme!
ahem.
also i've faced a similar decision in the past. i listed and considered and weighed, i was logical, rational, and practical, and everything about the decision i made, made perfect sense. the only small problem was that it turned out to be one of the wrongest choices imaginable. it was a career-destroyer, that's how bad it was. it was an ok, now we start from scratch again type of thing.
and now i'll quit yapping about this and get to work.
oh, i hate choices like that. i know you'll do the right thing, though.
meanwhile, wanna come to a party? My kid's turning 15 today--yay! Now he can get a job!
http://surreally.com/bornfamous/archives/004283.php#
'scuse me being a little presumptuous but i get the feeling that your head says go for it and your gut says don't. your gut is probably right (whatever it's saying).
Coding dreams? Hmmm...