this is the first time i've even *seen* the internet in close to two weeks (i think) i lost track.
i'm not even really back yet but ... cable is *way* fast.
ok i have stuff to go do i'm still working up to where i can deal with the email. i haven't even looked yet. hold me i'm scared.
i know there is much catching up. right now it is a little too much.
things that bug me:
war
politics
religion
intolerance
the internet
upsetting television dramas (e.r., law & order, third watch, et. al.)
every single person i spoke to or saw today, more or less
my computer
money
the sound of sirens
wait. i can break it down a little more succinctly:
everyone.
and everything.
no wait. i got it. every*one* is part of every*thing*, technically.
so: everything.
forty two minutes. unheard of. most of my logins lately clock in right around six minutes -- what i get for a quarter. i can spend a quarter. i really start balking at things like forty two minutes (buck seventy five) -- and that was two comments, two tagboard entries, and an email.
anyway, hi, i probably owe you an email! i try to compose offline but i'm not configured that way, so it's a struggle & let's face it -- i'm lazy. i'll obsess my ass off on things, which makes me look productive, but trust me, i hardly ever produce what i should be producing. usually because i'm obsessing on something else. but anyway.
today i lost a big chunk of my afternoon to a pen. and i wasn't even sure it existed.
