when the colour of the light filtering through the blinds blends with the perfect air & it brings back feelings from decades & decades ago, it is sweetness indeed.
when this happens more & more often, this indicates that things might finally be alright. i had a pleasant childhood, nothing in it could be construed as an excuse for the blind rebellion of my adolescence, which extended well into my twenties & thirties. i am not saying i’m quite the responsible, upstanding citizen just yet, but i am beginning to get the hang of it. it could be said that, at my age, it’s a little late for this, but i think the time’s just right. apparently there was something inherent in me that made it impossible to settle into anything, until just recently.
certainly there are troubling aspects to the present that are the consequences of my lingering immaturity, but i can see the other side of them from here.
ok enough of this. back to enjoying the light & the air (they are absolutely gorgeous).