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i am suffering from a fierce case of inertia. i would say, oh, i’m not easily overwhelmed, because i like to think that about myself, but in all honesty, that’s not true. i’m sitting in one hell of a messy living room. if i could just put that out of my mind, i could get these web-related things done and then get on to bringing even a little order out of this chaos. or if i could get up and do something about the mess, i would be able to settle in and spend some time on these online projects.
but the combination, the conflict, has me completely stalled. if i start one thing, the other rebukes me with its undoneness. that may not be a word. anyway, anything i start working on means i’m ignoring another thing that needs done.
so, so far, i’ve done nothing. well, there’s this. but basically nothing.