i meant to go to my linklist to surf (as i am currently waiting for the go-ahead on what i’m working on at work), and i completely automatically navigated here to this entry screen. against my will and better judgement. i don’t want to post right now, because i don’t want to whine.
earlier today in an email it was suggested that i had put in a re-direct for the ‘glory of the surreally empire’ and against the best interests of the site involved. (oh, it was really subtle, but i know an allegation when i see one) and i can’t get this out of my head. added to the other stressors right now i think i’m about to break. the other stressors are … really stressful. well, it’s been awhile since i’ve sat here crying at my fucking desk, i guess it’s about time.
for some reason the physiology of the starting crying is causing my jaw to muscle spasm? guess i’ve been clenching for awhile.
usually it starts getting better right around the time i’m able to begin regretting posting about it. right now i’m all, who cares?