the most difficult thing to adjust to is the fact that i absolutely do not have the ability to be online personally while at work. this takes a good 7 hours of potential goofing off time out of my schedule, every day. back at my old job i knew just what i could get away with, and the workload was quite light. that’s no more – my comfy dead-end job.
and i feel incredibly disconnected, and yet, considering i got home close to 7pm, watched a movie (big trouble – hysterical) and now am about to collapse into a wheezing heap, i have no other way to be than disconnected, right now.
more on everything later, i will be sort of back someday, for now, *thunk*