feverishly springy. moody. mercurial, even, but the thrill goes to the bones, when it’s right. and when it’s wrong, the adrenaline tingle works … until it doesn’t, and the brain begins to break. but then out of the anger that comes out of the breaking, comes the energy, and eventually, the answer. and upon refresh, the error vanishes and the page displays and the functions function and the query returns results, and in that moment, it’s perfect. such power. such magic. nothing compares.