first of all, major thankings all around, for all the love & support. & apologies for not updating more, i suppose the worst bit had to do with the fact i seriously regret posting that. seriously.
in any case, things immeasurably better around here & no, i don’t know what the answer is, i feel that things will move at their own pace towards their own conclusions, & in the meantime, i’ve been crazy busy.
spent the day home working my ass off on work-work. just now saw daylight on the thing, just. now.