psychosocial nudism

in the interest of full frontal disclosure i wrote this other one too. again, iffy iffy. but hey.
you strip down
lay yourself out
i know you can’t fake it
but are you tired and naked
are you tired and naked?
~michael stipe

yes. yes i am.


on my own



i let my self
go
loose
deliberate spinout centrifugal inspiration
creates this fugue state
to absorb the shock i am
graceless fallen
face it i
made this
my choice
and i am
i am
hesitant and
then lost and then
beyond lost i find
this place call it
my own it is
built where i buried
the last chance
i stand with feet planted
firm in the earth as the
evidence of what i have
senselessly wasted
decomposes gently
beneath me and
face it i
made this
it is my choice
and it stands absent
of absolution
it stands stubborn
on its own on
my own


~(me) 09.12.03

41 responses to “psychosocial nudism”

  1. Nancy

    why can’t I just fucking beam over there? arrrrgh!
    and crap, what kind of freak invites herself over? lol

  2. lizard

    i’m still working on the code for the teleportation plugin. and you’re welcome anytime. anytime.

  3. Nancy

    so pretty soon I can say “beam me up liz”? shwingggggggggg

  4. lizard

    but what if there’s a bug in the code? what if it turned you into jeff goldblum?

  5. Nancy

    *snort* lmao – then i could understand what it feels like to have a penis…it might be a win win situation.

  6. BaldFatGuy

    Or worse, what if BFG turned up instead, and nancy was still jeff goldblum…..

  7. lizard

    freaky, man, freaky.

  8. Nancy

    whoa, this is tripping me out in my altered state lol – nice to meet you bfg

  9. lizard

    so i came home and i drank a large starbucks mocha. then i opened this ‘special brew’ strawberry kiwi and i’m thinkin’, this has a bite to it and i look more closely and it’s by st. ides.

    i’m drinking cheap fruity malt liquor. oh my.

  10. BaldFatGuy

    Hmmm, where i come from a kiwi is a small nocternal bird, we also have a saying that is slightly rude: Ahem *clears throat* a kiwi, eats,roots,shoots,and leaves. Oh and the BFg is a kiwi, and does bite.. hello nancy or should i say almost jeff.

  11. lizard

    i need to drink faster. much much faster.

  12. Jeff

    yea i bet it’s not funny unless your state is altered, huh? i know i am going to read this in the morning and wonder what the heck???

  13. BaldFatGuy

    For me it will be the morning in just under three hours….. now where did we get to, jeff its your turn in the bathroom, watch out for the lizard stains, must get a box of when the lizard visits next time. i don’t know four dextrous hands and they cant even lift the seat…

  14. Nancy

    it’s hard to aim when you have a kiwi i heard

  15. lizard

    omg must stop laughing can’t breathe

  16. BaldFatGuy

    Well I’m sure it hard to aim after youve had a kiwi…..

  17. BaldFatGuy

    breathe in and out in and out, oi the breathing in and out not that, well actually now you breathe in like that, oops I did it again, sexual inuendo. Mistress whats the punishment??

  18. Nancy

    now, i could be silly, but i really dig it when i can assist in the lizard humouring, i’m not worthy

  19. lizard

    oh hush now, you are too.

  20. Nancy

    ohhhh, i am all warm and fuzzy now – thanks! *smooch*

  21. Jeff

    that’s my kiwi making you all warm and fuzzy

  22. BaldFatGuy

    Jeff, I told you before you are frightening the kitties, and the cats. PUT IT AWAY.

  23. BaldFatGuy

    Hey nancy wheres my *smooch* i feel left out.

  24. lizard

    i eat root shoot and leave too! oh wait. do i? i don’t quite know. but it’s possible, anything is.

  25. Nancy

    sounds about right over here…now where is that salami?

  26. lizard

    i thought you had it. bfg? you?

  27. BaldFatGuy

    Hmm this is deteriating in to something sordid, keep it up. Oh um I meam I’ll keep it up, um just a minute, oh pass the bottle.

  28. Jeff

    *waving the salami*

  29. BaldFatGuy

    See she had it all the time, so what this? *holding something resembling salami*

  30. BaldFatGuy

    Phew its alright its just a kiwi

  31. Nancy

    a fuzzy kiwi, well would ya look at that

  32. lizard

    oh my.

  33. BaldFatGuy

    This is the most fun I’ve had with my fuzzy kiwi for a long time. nancy you are a bad girl go to my room.

  34. Nancy

    as long as i can bring a lizard lol

  35. Jeff

    can i come too?

  36. BaldFatGuy

    sure jeff, um but put that thing away you are frightening the cats.

  37. Anonymous

    so it, like, doesn’t suck? hmm.

  38. munin

    kiwi?!? what are y’all doing with that kiwi?and do I really want to know. [ask the one is is beyond fashionably late]

    and us. do you think your teleporter would work well with long distances?.

  39. munin

    and liz. one day you are going to have to put together a book of poems. and publish them. cause. wow.

  40. r@d@r

    man, all this talk about salami and kiwis and malt liquor is making me…something.

    lord almighty, is this turning into an MUD? because if it is, i’ve got dibs on the name “horstgevoertnet the barbarian”.

    “horstgevoertnet is a slightly experienced 2nd level adventurer with 2,000 hit points and 50,000 gold coins in his satchel. he is wearing a cape of pleather which has a protection of 7, is wielding a runestaff, and carries the sword of the dawn. he smiles at you with a few front teeth missing and scratches under his codpiece, which is of forged mithril.”

  41. lizard

    pleather. ooh.

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